Oh how i just love your sweet, yummy kisses. "YOu've got me laughing while i sing, you've got me smiling in maa' sleep <3" God, you're sleeping over tonight, but i'm just so scared that you'll do me wrong again & find someone way better than me D: oh how I wish that won't happen again. well i just love your tight long hugs & your passionate sweet kisses (= i love you babybooy (; & we need to hang out moreee .
HAHAHA .
Saturday, August 8, 2009
The way you make me smile .
God how we have our fights, but after all that you still come over here & apologize .
i know people say you're a "bad boy" & shitt, but you just have something about you that makes me love you & i can't fight it .
today he called at 'bout 5 a.m, i was so tired i just said "Mhmm."
it was around 5:40 now & i hear the fckin' doorbell, & i see him standin' there wiff a rose in his hand.
& he said "Baby, i know we have our fights, but you know i love you & i'm sorry for everything that i caused you yesterday."
I was so close to bursting out tears again, but he saw maa' eyes start watering & kissed me before it could go down maa' cheeks .
i swear it was the most passionate kiss EVER! <3
BUUUT, he told me to go back to sleep, 'cause he didn't want me to be tired when he comes back lateeer .
well, it was about 12 p.m & he's just sitting on my bed looking at me .
i was scared for a second, & said "What the fck are you doing in here ?!"-.-
He said, "Your dad told me to wait outside, but i saw a light in your room so i went in."
it was so cute how he was trying to make it sound innocent, but you know it's all good (=
so i got ready & what not, hair, make up, & outfit .
i felt so bad fo' him 'cause he had to wait for about an hour .
LOL .
but after that he took me to MckeyD's -.-, so lameeee i know but hey he paid for it (=
i sure wish that we don't have ANOTHER fight like the one yesterday .
let's make that happen yeah sweetie ?
HAHAHA, god we're such dorks .
well, imma go get donuts :D
so, byeeee loveees .
i know people say you're a "bad boy" & shitt, but you just have something about you that makes me love you & i can't fight it .
today he called at 'bout 5 a.m, i was so tired i just said "Mhmm."
it was around 5:40 now & i hear the fckin' doorbell, & i see him standin' there wiff a rose in his hand.
& he said "Baby, i know we have our fights, but you know i love you & i'm sorry for everything that i caused you yesterday."
I was so close to bursting out tears again, but he saw maa' eyes start watering & kissed me before it could go down maa' cheeks .
i swear it was the most passionate kiss EVER! <3
BUUUT, he told me to go back to sleep, 'cause he didn't want me to be tired when he comes back lateeer .
well, it was about 12 p.m & he's just sitting on my bed looking at me .
i was scared for a second, & said "What the fck are you doing in here ?!"-.-
He said, "Your dad told me to wait outside, but i saw a light in your room so i went in."
it was so cute how he was trying to make it sound innocent, but you know it's all good (=
so i got ready & what not, hair, make up, & outfit .
i felt so bad fo' him 'cause he had to wait for about an hour .
LOL .
but after that he took me to MckeyD's -.-, so lameeee i know but hey he paid for it (=
i sure wish that we don't have ANOTHER fight like the one yesterday .
let's make that happen yeah sweetie ?
HAHAHA, god we're such dorks .
well, imma go get donuts :D
so, byeeee loveees .
Friday, August 7, 2009
His call .
Hey, so you remember the guy i was talkin' about earlier righ' ?
well he called me 'bout an hour ago.
& said, "WHY THE FUCK YOU WRITIN' 'BOUT ME FO' ?!"
than i was like it's maa' blog so i can write 'bout whatever the fck i want to .
han he said, "Can't you fckin' write it in your fckin' diary or some shitt ?!"
& than i said, I can't fckin' write it in a diary 'cause some other guy out there would actually know what I need in a guy.
he said, "ohh well in that case why don't you just fckin' put my name out there for the girls to look me up ."
BUUUT, i still got some shitt i needed to get down on him fo' .
so after that, he was speeechless & got nothin' to say to me so i hung up.
when i didn't realize it though, he called me up again & said, "you're a fckin' lil bitch, no wonder no guy will ever love you i bet you you'll get cheated on no matter what & i fckin' hate you to death so don't ever fckin' talk to me ever again."
)':
Yeee, but than that shitt got to me & tears started pourin' out AGAIN.
But than maa' lee'doll helped me (:
[19:56] Alysa: don't let him get to you, he's saying this cause he had nothing to sayy when you went off on him !
[19:56] Alysa: he's calling you back cause he needed time to think of something to ssay !
[19:56] Alysa: right ?!
[19:57] Alysa: his dumbass prolly wrote it on a paper.
[19:57] Alysa: he's slow minded, so let him saaay whatever he wants to say.
[19:57] Alysa: cause in the end, he's the one thats gonna get hurt.
[19:57] itzmyfantasy69: Idk anymoree...
[19:57] itzmyfantasy69: I was tryinn' so hard not to let him get to me .
[19:58] itzmyfantasy69: But somethin' just hit me & it just did .
[20:01] Alysa: girl, trust no dick.
[20:01] Alysa: I fell too hard for ......, but look at where it got me today.
[20:01] Alysa: I'm strong & an I N D E P E N D E N T girl.
[20:01] Alysa: .... do you knw what that means ?
[20:01] Alysa: LMFAO!
[20:01] Alysa: ahahahha
[20:01] Alysa: but being put down like that isn't bad, makes you strong.
[20:01] Alysa: stronger*
Isn't she the sweetest thaang ?
HAHAH (:
I'm still talkin' to him righ' now, but hey i got some shit to get down on him fo' (=
So that's all fo' now.
Daaang, i'm on a roll today.
LOL (=
well he called me 'bout an hour ago.
& said, "WHY THE FUCK YOU WRITIN' 'BOUT ME FO' ?!"
than i was like it's maa' blog so i can write 'bout whatever the fck i want to .
han he said, "Can't you fckin' write it in your fckin' diary or some shitt ?!"
& than i said, I can't fckin' write it in a diary 'cause some other guy out there would actually know what I need in a guy.
he said, "ohh well in that case why don't you just fckin' put my name out there for the girls to look me up ."
BUUUT, i still got some shitt i needed to get down on him fo' .
so after that, he was speeechless & got nothin' to say to me so i hung up.
when i didn't realize it though, he called me up again & said, "you're a fckin' lil bitch, no wonder no guy will ever love you i bet you you'll get cheated on no matter what & i fckin' hate you to death so don't ever fckin' talk to me ever again."
)':
Yeee, but than that shitt got to me & tears started pourin' out AGAIN.
But than maa' lee'doll helped me (:
[19:56] Alysa: don't let him get to you, he's saying this cause he had nothing to sayy when you went off on him !
[19:56] Alysa: he's calling you back cause he needed time to think of something to ssay !
[19:56] Alysa: right ?!
[19:57] Alysa: his dumbass prolly wrote it on a paper.
[19:57] Alysa: he's slow minded, so let him saaay whatever he wants to say.
[19:57] Alysa: cause in the end, he's the one thats gonna get hurt.
[19:57] itzmyfantasy69: Idk anymoree...
[19:57] itzmyfantasy69: I was tryinn' so hard not to let him get to me .
[19:58] itzmyfantasy69: But somethin' just hit me & it just did .
[20:01] Alysa: girl, trust no dick.
[20:01] Alysa: I fell too hard for ......, but look at where it got me today.
[20:01] Alysa: I'm strong & an I N D E P E N D E N T girl.
[20:01] Alysa: .... do you knw what that means ?
[20:01] Alysa: LMFAO!
[20:01] Alysa: ahahahha
[20:01] Alysa: but being put down like that isn't bad, makes you strong.
[20:01] Alysa: stronger*
Isn't she the sweetest thaang ?
HAHAH (:
I'm still talkin' to him righ' now, but hey i got some shit to get down on him fo' (=
So that's all fo' now.
Daaang, i'm on a roll today.
LOL (=
Bullshitt.
Hey there, i hate when boys don't ever mean what they say,
it's just bullshit & i hate that kind of shitt.
well, there was this onee booy..HAHA .
don't wanna point out names so i'm gonna keep it a secret, he was a sophomore.
that's all i'm gon' say 'bout him (;
continuin', he told me, "I love you oh so much & would never ever let you down."
BUUUT, I guess he did . LOL .
so it all started out yesterday mornin',
i aimeed him up & he was like "Hey, can't talk right now."
than, i tried AGAIN, & here was his reply,
"Hi, can i call you later 'cause we need to TALK."
i started suspectin' somethin',
but you know, you just never know what boys are gon' do next.
so i waited, & waited, & waited .
AND NOTHIN' .
so than i started gettin' supeerdupeerboreed,
& than i watched AMTV (=.
anyways, around 3:30 a.m he called up & said, "I know i said i love you & all that shit, but i never meant anything that i ever said to you, i'm sorry but i don't want anything to do wiff you."
)':
that's total BS righ' ?!
when he was done talkin', i just got so frustrated & mad so i hung up the fckin' phone.
i started cryin' after that, & did an all nighter just cryin' over that stupid booy.
anyways, it was mornin' already, so i went to the bathroom,
& my eyes were so fckin' swollen.
i was just like "UGGGH!"
so i brushed maa' teeth, & went into the freezer fo' some ice cream .
i was so sad that i watched, Maybe he's just not into you.
before i knew it i ran out of icecream :[
BUUT, i had chocolatee<3 i felt STUPID,why should i cry over this guy
if he's not into me no mo'?
so i got over his ass! (=
i guess we still friends & shitt, but i still love him :]
But, should i still love him after the shitt he's gotten me through?
lmfaoo;
well, that's 'bout it .
Hopeefully, i don't have anymo' problems wiff booys.
Kays, byeeee (:
it's just bullshit & i hate that kind of shitt.
well, there was this onee booy..HAHA .
don't wanna point out names so i'm gonna keep it a secret, he was a sophomore.
that's all i'm gon' say 'bout him (;
continuin', he told me, "I love you oh so much & would never ever let you down."
BUUUT, I guess he did . LOL .
so it all started out yesterday mornin',
i aimeed him up & he was like "Hey, can't talk right now."
than, i tried AGAIN, & here was his reply,
"Hi, can i call you later 'cause we need to TALK."
i started suspectin' somethin',
but you know, you just never know what boys are gon' do next.
so i waited, & waited, & waited .
AND NOTHIN' .
so than i started gettin' supeerdupeerboreed,
& than i watched AMTV (=.
anyways, around 3:30 a.m he called up & said, "I know i said i love you & all that shit, but i never meant anything that i ever said to you, i'm sorry but i don't want anything to do wiff you."
)':
that's total BS righ' ?!
when he was done talkin', i just got so frustrated & mad so i hung up the fckin' phone.
i started cryin' after that, & did an all nighter just cryin' over that stupid booy.
anyways, it was mornin' already, so i went to the bathroom,
& my eyes were so fckin' swollen.
i was just like "UGGGH!"
so i brushed maa' teeth, & went into the freezer fo' some ice cream .
i was so sad that i watched, Maybe he's just not into you.
before i knew it i ran out of icecream :[
BUUT, i had chocolatee<3 i felt STUPID,why should i cry over this guy
if he's not into me no mo'?
so i got over his ass! (=
i guess we still friends & shitt, but i still love him :]
But, should i still love him after the shitt he's gotten me through?
lmfaoo;
well, that's 'bout it .
Hopeefully, i don't have anymo' problems wiff booys.
Kays, byeeee (:
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